A Little Bit For You, a Little Bit For Letting Go

I just wanna drown myself with the music I crave for.. I don’t wanna miss you, I don’t wanna think of you, it’ll only make me fall deeper.. I just want to see myself uttering lyrics from the songs I listen to, I don’t want to find myself speaking thoughts of you.. I just want to run away just this once and be somewhat redundant of my actions and words.. I don’t want to make another new move that could falsely trigger something I don’t want to go through or endure.. I’m sick and I’m tired of always being the good guy.. Sign me up for a dropping form, I’ll save it for later or when I feel like falling for you.. the sentence “I love you” could be a catalyst for something I’m not expecting be it good or bad.. So push me harder and pull me closer coz I won’t be anywhere near a falling distance, I made sure I’m not.. I don’t want to waste my time on anymore mistakes, so give me something to hold onto and trap me just to have me falling.. For you, I won’t be the guy who’d let you down though.. I’m not like the others.. Not for you, not like you, but for me and more of the real me..